i am healing but it's taking so long

friends cut.

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 18:52:55 GMT

There are a few people on my flist whom I don't talk to, some who haven't added me back and some who don't post at all.
So I thought it was time for a cut. The cut's already been done so if you've been cut, please take me off your flist too.

Happy Birthday Jared!!

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 20:51:37 GMT

Happy 26th Birthday Jared Padalecki! :)

What? I had to get Sandy in there somewhere.. Lol.

Yeah I had to get Jensen in there too..

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 18:22:34 GMT

Pimping Hannah (rip_67 )'s friending meme.
You know you want to ;)

Snagged from shawnawitter

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 23:34:12 GMT

Before I go to bed...

Create your own! By ga_woo using Web Services by Yahoo!

Night guys!! ♥

ETA: EEEEKKK!! I just saw the Breaking Dawn cover!! It's prettyful! :D
It's here btw.

Snail Mail for Sandy!

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 23:00:16 GMT

Okay so basically, dontyouwaitup had this idea that we should all send Sandy mail to tell her how awesome she is!! But NO MENTIONING JARED!
Click the picture above for the address and more about it!!

I'm gonna be on hiatus for a week or so..

Fri, 30 May 2008 20:53:33 GMT

Argh.
I just wrote out this long post about how I hate who I am and how my life is shit and I just deleted it all. When I read through it, it made me hate myself even more. All I do is talk about myself. I whine. I'm a self-absorbed, pathetic little bitch and I know why people don't look at me the way they used to. Thing is, I say how much I hate myself but that's just it. I'm sitting here bitching about it when I could be changing it. I'm a fucking hypocrite.
I don't want to go on, I'm sure most of you have enough to deal with without having to listen to my moaning.

I'll be going on a mini-hiatus from the computer for a few days. I just need to sort my head out.
I should be back by the second week of June though as I'm scheduled to help over at sn.tv.

Good luck people who have exams.
Good luck to bobbinrob with her move, hope everything goes smoothly hun!
If anyone really wants to reach me, email annamarie.scott@yahoo.com I'll be sure to check it. Oh, and my number changed so if I haven't given you the new one, don't try to reach me on the number you have. It's only gonna be for about a week though so I doubt anyone'll miss me that much.

There was Bela love after all!!

Thu, 29 May 2008 09:52:48 GMT

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/9/bring-back-bela
We don't ALL hate Bela, Kripke!!
Why'd you have to go and kill her off? :(

I sorted my tags *happy dance*

Challenge me out of my comfort zone meme replies

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 14:13:11 GMT

pinkphoenix1985 - I would like to know more about Wicca.
Your wish is my command, sweetie ^_^
Hmmm, where to start..
Being Wiccan, I don't believe in just a God. I believe that there is a God and Goddess who are both equal and do not reside in heaven but are omnipresent throughout the entire universe.
I believe that after death, we are reincarnated numerous times to perfect our souls and after our last incarnation, we return to the God and Goddess and stay with them forever. I also strongly believe in Karma, that one good turn will bring about another.
I have a simple altar in my room where I give offerings to the God and Goddess, it consists of two candles - one to symbolize the God and the other, the Goddess, a vase of flowers, a small censer to burn insense and a bowl of offerings.
"And ye harm none, do what ye will" - basically, as long as it won't hurt anyone [including yourself], do whatever you want.

loving_legolas - What shows do you like besides Supernatural & Doctor Who?
Very well, I've decided to write you a list of some of the shows I watch on tv.
Will & Grace - I think it's hillarious, Jack is awesome!
Just Shoot Me - Again, it's so funny, I love Finch.
Buffy - C'mon! It's kick ass, always has been imo. Spike = love.
Wire in the Blood - Very interesting crime drama, I get so chuffed when I figure out who did 'it' before the guy :P
Heroes - I think Heroes just had a very engaging plot from the start which got me hooked.
Scrubs - Do I need a reason? I like laughing..
Moonlight - Sophia Myles! Vampires! 'nuff said.
Reaper - I'm surprised something like this hasn't cropped up earler [or at least not to my knowledge] it's a very interesting, funny show.
Dexter - It's a crime drama from the other side, Dexter commiting the crimes but never being caught.
Gossip Girl - Really interesting, I wish we had a GossipGirl blog for our school, I'm always behind xD

rose_janice - I would like to hear you blog about um... gay porn
Firstly, you have officially gotten me out of my comfort zone, go you.. I think O_o
Okay, so erm, gay porn *ahem*
I have written some wincest scenes in a couple of fics but haven't posted them anywhere.
I read a lot of J2 and wincest, but I think that is probably the extent of gay porn in my life.
And I only ever read one femme slash fic, because it was by a friend of mine.

If they're too short guys, let me know! I'm sure I could think of something else to write, or perhaps you could ask a more specific qestion? I don't mind.

Rogue!

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 20:25:47 GMT

Okay, so you know I said the Rogue is out April 1st?
Well, turns out.. IT'S OUT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's released on April 1st though, whatever that means.
But you can actually buy it now.

If you didn't catch my last post, Rogue is the sequel to Stray by Rachel Vincent.
Here's the cover and blurb of Stray :)

Faythe Sanders likes to pretend she's a normal college co-ed, but that's only half the truth. It's the other half that matters when her former lover appears on campus, sent to pull her back into a life her classmates could never understand, or even imagine. He has come to take her home, to where hunting doesn’t involve guns, the night isn’t for sleeping, and fur is much more than just a fashion statement.

Female werecats are disappearing from all over the south, and the Pride is helpless to find its missing members and stop the stray responsible. Confined to home for her own protection, Faythe must face everything she went to school to escape: the family she left behind, the love she turned her back on, and the destiny tradition says she's bound to fulfill. And when it all becomes too much to handle, an emotionally charged error in judgment leads her into the unsheathed claws of the stray himself. Now, armed with nothing but animal instinct and a serious attitude, Faythe must free herself and stop the kidnappers before their horrific plot robs her Pride of its most valuable asset: its own continued existence.

And here's the cover and blurb of Rogue.

Okay, so cats don't always land on their feet

I know that better than most. Since rejoining the Pride, I've made big decisions and even bigger mistakes: the kind paid for with innocent lives. As the first and only female enforcer, I have plenty to prove to my father, the Pride, and myself. And with murdered toms turning up in our territory, I'm working harder than ever , though I always find the energy for a little after-hours recreation with Marc, my partner both on and off duty.

But not all my mistakes are behind me. We're beginning to suspect that the dead are connected to a rash of missing human women, and that they can all be laid at my feet--two or four, take your pick. And one horrible indiscretion may yet cost me more than I can bear...

I can't wait!!!! Hopefully it won't be too long before it's out over here.

Snagged from taintedattitude

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 20:52:14 GMT

YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... You're on my list, so I want to know you better!

BE HONEST! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A COMMENT THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS.

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

2) What was your dream growing up?

3) What talent do you wish you had?

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

5) Favorite vegetable?

6) What was the last book you read?

7) What zodiac sign are you?

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.

9) Worst Habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?

28) Do you believe in ghosts?

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30) Do you swear a lot?

31) Biggest pet peeve?

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

34) If you could live anywhere in the world where would you chose?

35) Do you believe in God?

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Happy New Year

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 00:25:48 GMT

Another one bites the dust.
Hope everyone has a great year and things look up for everyone.

Forget the shit that may have happened in '07 'cus it's not important anymore.
New year, new start :]

Wishing everyone the very best for the new year and many more to come

Love you all,
Anna
xXx

Peace offering

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 23:44:26 GMT

So, many of you may not know but I'm wayy behind on my graphics.
Peace offering?

Hayden Panettiere (Claire - Heroes) Banner (500x175)
Here at my graphics journal :)

Been really hyper today :P
GOT HARRY POTTER 5 AND SPIDER-MAN 3 ON DVD!!!!
jealous much? :]

Night xXx

Snagged from lostandalone22

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 13:32:22 GMT

Annamarie --

[verb]:

To catapult someone over the castle wall

'What did your name mean in ancient times?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:15:27 GMT

I'm appauled that my school didn't even mention what day it was in assembly.

Never forgotten.

Birthday!!

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 22:58:11 GMT

Happy Birthday to you;
You live in a zoo;
You look like a mokey;
And you smell like one too!

Happy Birthday to meeee!
It's been great :]

MuchMuchMuuuuuuch Love
Hehe!!!
I think I'm a little tipsy ;)

xXx

Heroes

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 23:21:38 GMT

I've been watching Heroes for most of the day, just watched episode 12, 'Godsend'.
I think I may have another obsessive fandom on my hands, lol.
Plus, I got bored earlier while waiting for an episode to load, so I made some icons.
:)

[1-4 Claire Bennet]
[5-6 Claire & Zach]
[7-9 Peter Petrelli]
[10-12 Hiro Nakamura]
[13-14 Hiro & Ando]
[15-17 Nathan Petrelli]
[18-20 Nikki/Jessica Sanders]

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Created with angelamaria's Icon Table Generator @ Bauble

Much Love
xXx

Exams!!

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 22:17:09 GMT

OMG I havn't updated in ages!!

Weeel..
I have a whole week of exams soon!!
I have one tomorrow too! Argh! I hate science!!!

Anyway..
I'll try to update tomorrow after school [or during ICT haha]

As a peace offering for my awful neglect..
I made these icons/avatars not too long ago..

MuchLove
xXx

Ranting [Spoiler alert AHBL prt 1]

Sun, 13 May 2007 20:19:33 GMT

Firstly; I can't believe that Jensen was attacked at Asylum!!!
OMG how dare that woman who attacked him think she had some sort of right to do that?!
He's a person too! It's totally unfair!! I think she deserved worse than just getting thrown out!!
And poor Jensen felt sorry for her!!!!! Ooo it makes me so mad.. She can't call herself a fan! She has no respect!!! I really wanna hurt her and make her pay! Poor Jensen..
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I can't believe Sammy is dead guys! I've seen the DC for part 2 but it's killing me!!
He's gotta come back though! I have to wait 'till friday and I don't think I can wait that long!!
- I hope Jake dies.. PAINFULLY! I think he only saved Sam from Ava because he thought that demon thing was still around so he'd need Sam's help to get rid of it.. AND omg!! Ava disgusted me in that ep!! Such a bitch!!
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I've recently realised that I'm really over-emotional at alot of stuff.. Supernatural; Robin Hood; Eragon; Spiderman 3; Twilight [book]; and both of the 2 Dark-Hunter books I've read.. It's really weird 'cus I've never been this bad.. Ohh well.. Just another thing to add to the 'Why I'm Strange' list..
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FANART TIME
Feel free to use but credit please, and tell me if you could, I'd like to know if they're used

1) Sam/Jess/Maddison banner - Victims of Love by Good Charlotte
2) Heart banner - Breath by Breaking Benjamin
3) AHBL part 1 banner - It ends tonight by the All-American Rejects
4) Ava quote banner
5) Sam banner for the Are you watching? campaign

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More Art

Sun, 06 May 2007 18:08:44 GMT

Hey guys!
More Supernatural art here!
I just can't stop making them!!
Again, you're welcome to use anything you like, but please give credit..

1) Text: Photograph by Nickelback
2) Text: Savior by 30 Seconds to Mars
3) Text: Savior by 30 Seconds to Mars
4) Text: A Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds to Mars
5) Sam/Jared Icon
6) Supernatural Wallpaper << I used the brushes found here

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Three..

Four..

Five..

Six..

MuchLove
Anna
xXx

Supernatural Art

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 20:57:05 GMT

Hey Peeps!
I recently found out I had Photoshop!
I've gone mad with banners and things for forums!
Here are a few, feel free to take some if you like, please give me credit if you use..

Here's a few I've made..

1) Sam/Jess.. Text from the song Sieze The Day by Avenged Sevenfold..
2) Text from the song The Kill by 30 Seconds To Mars..
3) [Drunk] Sam quote from playthings..
4) Another Sam qoute from Hunted.. About the 'chosen' children..
Finally [for now] 5) A wallpaper I made [a thumbnail].. Text from the song Hero by Nickelback

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Five..

Anywho! Holywood Babylon tonight!!! (Y)
Can't wait to see it..

MuchLove to all
Anna
xXx

Happy New Year..

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 01:20:40 GMT

Hope Everyone Has An Awesome Year!!
Pretty Good Year Behind Us.. Great Year Ahead.. =)
x

Oh And Thankyou Jamie For The Awesome Supernatural ScreenSaver!! x

Guardian

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 21:33:48 GMT

Title: Guardian

Author: j_p_fan
Rating: PG
Character/Pairing: Dean/Sam

Chapters: One-Shot/Drabble

Word Count: 396
Warnings: None that I can think of.

Summary & A/N: Pre-series. Sam has feelings for Dean. I don't support this ship but I was curious and I've wrote my own story, I hope its okay. It's my first completed Supernatural fic. I wrote it last night. Oh and I've never been good with titles so sorry if its not very fitting. It's short and sweet. I hope you like it!

(Userpic Snagged From jeweleglantine)

Guardian

The door slammed shut and Sam dived into his bed, under the covers. Dean had gone out to get some food as John was on a hunt, again. Sam had been up watching TV even though Dean had asked him to be in bed by half eleven. The door to their shared bedroom creaked open as Dean slipped in soundlessly. He sat on the unoccupied bed and slipped off his shoes. He’d been gone since eight and it was now almost midnight. It hadn’t taken him that long to get some food. Sam smirked under the shelter of his duvet. He’d been off to meet one of his many girlfriends no doubt. He usually did nowadays. Sam got a little jealous sometimes, he wanted Dean’s attention all to himself.
Dean was getting undressed and Sam watched anxiously. A known feeling grew inside of him. Want. But it had never been this intense. It was Dean he wanted, Dean was the one he was watching so carefully take off his jeans. It felt so wrong but right at the same time. Dean was his brother! He glanced at Dean as he shrugged off his jacket, he was in his shirt and boxers now. Sam stared longingly. Dean stretched and yawned, then he fell backwards onto the mattress.
Sam said in what he hoped was an annoyingly smug voice, "So, who was it this time? Jamie? Tanya? Roxanne?"
Dean shot up and looked straight at Sam. "Never did like a curfew did you?" he smiled and Sam grinned back, "Roxanne wasn’t in, so I went to see Jamie instead."
There was silence for a while, then Sam said, "You could just say when you’re going off to meet one of your ----- you know! You can trust me!"
Dean stared at him for a moment, then got up and snuggled up beside Sam in his bed. "I know I can trust you Sammy. You’re the best brother I could ask for." He laid his head on the small amount of Sam’s pillow he could find. Sam looked at him resting and smiled. He leaned over and kissed Dean softly on the lips. When he came away he saw Dean’s expression. He was shocked, but then relaxed and returned the favour. Then he closed his tired eyes and fell asleep, his head resting on Sam’s chest.
The End